On Losing My Sanity and Finding God

I have two upcoming exams just before I go off for Holy Week. Two major major M-A-J-O-R exams. My beloved OpMan (note the sarcasm) and Finance. Plus, I will have to take them on two consecutive nights. I mean, camown!! The last time that happened, I got horrendous grades. SOM Dept has definitely gone crazy.

But...just before I completely lost my sanity trying to memorize and make sense of all the effing formulas for Finance exam (yes, I have left OpMan to be studied the whole of Tuesday), i stumbled upon this really useful and inspiring website.

http://www.internetisseriousbusiness.com/

Comments are very much welcome. Please spread this site to your friends if you enjoyed it much as I did.

While I was enjoying the website, I sort of had a God moment. I swear I really did. I kindov felt that God was talking to me through the sonng. Well at least through the refrain if the song.

Just goes to show how wonderful God really is. I mean, for the longest time, I felt that I have lost it. I felt that our relationship has really gone waaaay below. But just when I needed Him really most, even if I did not really recognize that I needed Him, He just spoke to me. It was a wonderful feeling. It was nice being reminded how He is always there. I just hope I have enough strength to fight off the temptation of not talking to Him, of not including Him in my life.

I miss my God. I hope that after this sem, I really will be able to work on our relationship. It's lonely without Him. I feel like I am merely a biological being walking this earth. not having any meaning. Not having any sense at all.