On Keeping a Blog and Being a Schizo

I realized I speak better than I write. I mean, I get to express myself better, I get to say things better when I blurt it out. I realized this when I remembered that yesterday, in the course of my changing from school clothes into my house clothes, I was talking to myself about the same topic. I was asking myself why I allow myself this much of stress.

Yes, I do talk to myself. A whole lot actually. I like talking to myself. I get to express myself really well when I talk to myself. I get to understand things better when I talk to myself. What's weird, though, is thatwhen I talk to myself, I don't address myself. I talk as if I have someone listening to me, like a whole other person listening to me.

Ok, I think I just scared myself.

But anyway, my point is, I get to express myself better when I speak. So why am I maintaining a blog then? Why don't I just start keeping my thoughts, my reflections, my realizations in a recorded blog thingy like a podcast? I dunno really. Maybe to help myself to write better. Maybe, somehow, I find joy in writing.

Or it may also be because I am such an inggitera. Hahahaha. I mean that's what started thins whole blog thing for me. haha.