On being a frustrated dancer

I haven't done a lot of writing in a while. At least not here. I do have some stuff I wrote on some pad here somewhere. I'll probably post them some time. When I'm not swamped with schoolwork anymore.

Anyway, I gave myself a window of rest from schoolwork. And I found this.

Man, can she dance so well. And on stilletos! I'm soo inggit. Dancing is one of my frustrations. I actually used to dance back when I was in gradeschool. I was always part of my class' cheerdance team. We never won, though. Now, it makes me wonder, maybe I was the one keeping our team from winning? Hahaha. Anyway, I stopped dancing when I got to highschool because, then, the cheering competition was inter-batch. That means, if I wanted to be part of the cheerdance team, I would have to audition against my other batchmates, which I was scared of. My lack of self-confidence and fear of rejection got a hold of me. I did not audition. The end of my dancing dreams. Hahaha. I tried to get back to dancing when I got to college by enrolling in modern jazz for my PE class. But I guess 4 years of not dancing made my body not flexible enough anymore. Oh well.

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